hey!
incase you haven't learned yet, my new journal is at phasmide 

cross posting to my other unused journals, apologies if you see this a few times.

hey guys
whats up

heyyyyyyy 8)

i dont want to be in this art community anymore
so its not that i dont like you, i might just feel that art is our only connection.






not saying i'm quitting art or whatever, i'll still post it if i ever DO it again.
i just dont care to be part of ... online .. stuff. at all.
i feel awful today. ftl :(

Current Mood: bad
Current Music: the infinite pet

erin what do you think of hangin out on monday? maybe we go see a movie and eat some sushi. i miss you, i do, i'm lazy and an awful friend. but whats new eh? i'm an awful friend to all my friends it seems. lllllllllllooooathe .. all my self disgust aside, i'm lookin forward to seeing erins.

christmas was dumb
my birthday was dumb
new years is always dumb dumb dumb dumb

i keep getting these incredible highs followed by very low lows lately.
my FAMILY IS FUCKING INSANE, SHIT IS FUCKING WHACK IN FLORIDA RIGHT NOW. SHIT. IS. FUCKING. WHACK.
WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU PEOPLE DOING. OK. SERIOUSLY.

this is mostly just an update to say i'm not DEAD
i dont read your lj's much anymore, when i do i have to read through weeks of back entries and i ultimately just feel bad cause i didnt comment on shit when it mattered. i think internet life is finally eluding me, i'm kind of ecstatic about it.

dana ... i'm hoping for the best for you, wish i could do somethin =(


and now for my epic life consuming waste of time : (whatever n00bs, ur just jelllus)
( warcraft screens )

I JUST HATE TALKING ON AIM OH GOD
WHY DO YOU THINK I HATE YOU EVERYONE
I JUST HATE AIM & INTERNET ALTOGETHER





fdsasjdfkl;;cdsd ok seriously look
people love to FREAK OUT and think i hate them or have forgotten them because i wont go on aim and dont look at internets anymore FOMG THERES NO CONSPIRACY I SWEAR
why cant people just calm down and let it be D: i'm not dramatic at all and it seeeems people love to bring it to me even when i havent been around for a year OFDSSSSAFJKL; my only time i spend online anymore is like ... replies to people in some way or another explaining to them that i dont like talking on aim & being internetty and OH MYGODDDSFJJJ I CANT KEEP UP WITH YOU KIDS I DONT FIT IN AT ALL HOW DO YOU DO THIS? HOW. HOW HOW .........I DONT GET IT I MISS MY MAIL ORDER CATALOGUES AND LISTENING TO CDS IN MY ROOM WITH THE DOOR SHUT AND PAINTING FOR HOURS AND ALL MY COMPUTER KNEW HOW TO DO WAS PLAY THAT LOBSTER TYPING GAME & THE GORILLA CATCHING BANANAS & CARMEN SANDIEGO FCUK I HATE COMPUTERS FUCK AND I STILL LOVE YOU FAT RETARDS &*())))))))))))) %t

I STILL LOVE YOU
FAT RETARDS
I JUST CANT KEEP UP

Current Mood: BEER
Current Music: RETARDS

i'm workin on it kids, sit tight

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Current Mood: james is a pussy
Current Music: with teeth

ummmmmmm maui & anya you might want to see this if you havent already

http://www.worldofwarcraft.com/imageviewer.html?/contests/05-10-pumpkin/,images/honorable/,21,46,http://www.worldofwarcraft.com/contests/05-10-pumpkin/honorable.html

LOL i'd type more but i'm eating a bagel

Current Mood: shit covered

mine was spent mourning the death of the hard drive containing my life, for the most part.
other than that, sleeping all day until 10pm.

wow .. i am awesome
didnt even get a trick or treater, not that i'd want them.

but its snowy outside kinda. so eh.
i've drawn pictures. i'll upload once i get the scanner reinstalled & photoshop reinstalled and oh man ........ i cant believe how many precious things are lost. the thing that bothers me the most is my 3000ish mp3's and my digital photos that i adore. man ..... i hope i made some sort of backup of those. hindsight is 20/20 eh.



( dont )

Tags: tiny frown
Current Mood: lonely
Current Music: NONE I HAVE NO MP3S

<3
yes very